PDLP Chapter 259 He could feel that Mrs. Lu liked him, but she also hated him
Chapter 259 He could feel that Mrs. Lu liked him, but she also hated him
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Zuo Nai pushed Lu Jingshen into the house, and Lin Jiaran walked into the house slowly behind him. She just happened to hear Lu Jingshen instructing Zuo Nai to book the earliest flight back to Ancheng tomorrow.
Zuo Nai closed the door when he went out. Lin Jiaran took off her shoes and put on slippers at the entrance, put her bag casually on the table, and walked towards the tea room.
Lu Jingshen sat in a wheelchair and took the remote control to adjust the automatic curtains. After all the curtains were closed, he stood up from the wheelchair, took off his coat and put it on the back of the chair. Lin Jiaran came over from the tea room and held Lu Jingshen's arm with her little hand.
"What's wrong?" The man who looked calm on his face was actually secretly suppressing his excitement and pretending to be calm.
Lu Jingshen was thinking in his heart, Mrs. Lu would not be up to any ulterior motives by taking his arm so actively, right? However, her little face was frowned and unhappy, as if she was thinking about something. It must be about money. Lin Yehua restricted her from borrowing money, but Mrs. Lu did not lend her money but directly gave her 10 million. Mrs. Lu was probably afraid that Lin Yehua would talk to her about money after returning to Ancheng.
Lin Jiaran didn't say anything, just remained silent and shook her head in a depressed mood.
Lu Jingshen clasped the little hand that was on his arm in his palm and pulled her upstairs towards the bedroom.
Lu Jingshen stretched out his hand, opened the door of the room, and walked inside, but the person he was holding behind him stopped and did not move.
Lu Jingshen turned sideways, and suddenly his chest felt hot. Mrs. Lu took the initiative to throw herself into his arms and put her arms around his back.
"I'm not going back to Ancheng tomorrow, so don't let Zona book my flight."
It seems that Mrs. Lu was really scared and didn't dare to go back! When she came back at night, Lin Yehua called her, but she didn't answer.
Lu Jingshen lowered his head, holding the person's shoulders with one hand and gently stroking his frowning brows with the other hand.
Is there anything Mrs. Lu hasn't done yet?"
"Nothing, I just don't want to go back for the time being. If you're busy, you can go back first."
"I'm not busy. When Mrs. Lu wants to go back, we can go back to Ancheng together."
Lin Jiaran suddenly raised her face, and Lu Jingshen's hand, which was stroking her eyebrows, also stroked her cheek. When their eyes met, her pure and flawless eyes stirred his heart...
When Lu Jingshen moved his head forward, Lin Jiaran pushed him away in time and walked around.
Lin Jiaran took her pajamas and went to the bathroom. Lu Jingshen turned around and went to the next room to wash up. Lu Jingshen changed into his pajamas and went back to the bedroom. Lin Jiaran was drying her hair with a hair dryer. When Lu Jingshen reached out his hand, Lin Jiaran stood aside with the hair dryer, not standing next to Lu Jingshen.
Lu Jingshen walked over and, with his height advantage, easily took the hair dryer from Lin Jiaran's hand and pulled her to stand in front of him. Lin Jiaran moved sideways and was pulled back to her original position.
"Are you annoying?" Lin Jiaran said impatiently, pushing Lu Jingshen away.
Lu Jingshen took two small steps back, then took another step forward, reached out and pulled him aside and walked away.
Lin Jiaran's hair was still wet and scattered on her back.
"Not a bother." Lu Jingshen saw an empty chair out of the corner of his eye. He stretched out his leg and hooked it over with the instep of his foot. He sat on the chair, let Lin Jiaran sit on his thighs, and turned on the hair dryer to continue blowing her hair.
As soon as the hair dryer was turned off, Lin Jiaran immediately stood up and walked towards the bed with angry footsteps. She pulled the quilt over her in one go, lay on the bed sideways, and buried her entire head in the quilt.
Lu Jingshen walked to the bedside, half-lay on it, stretched out his hand, turned around with his back, and faced it.
As soon as he pulled back the quilt, a pair of hands hit him mercilessly on the chest.
Lu Jingshen did not fight back nor did he stop it. What he saw was Mrs. Lu's eyes filled with tears and her aggrieved look.
Lin Jiaran hit Lu Jingshen a few times but he didn't react. He just looked at her. Lin Jiaran didn't reach out again and turned her back to him.
She suddenly felt very aggrieved, and couldn't control herself. She felt even more aggrieved when she thought about how Lu Jingshen treated her like this every time. When Lu Jingshen wanted to be mean to her, he would be unconditional and would not care about her at all. No matter what she did, he would not say much and would stand by her side without any bottom line. However, once Lu Jingshen wanted to sever ties with her, he would leave inexplicably without explaining or giving the reason. Once he regretted it, he would shamelessly come back with the same attitude as now, and he would do anything as long as she could forgive him.
Lu Jingshen understood her various personality traits, but she didn't know how long he could stay with her. Every time she began to trust him, Lu Jingshen would always make some unexpected decisions, leaving her feeling insecure.
Lu Jingshen silently pulled the person back into his arms.
"Let go, I don't want you to be close to me!" Lin Jiaran struggled, suppressing her voice and sounding a little tearful.
Lu Jingshen didn't say anything and just hugged her quietly.
"I don't want you to be near me. I just hate you now and don't want to see you at all..." Lin Jiaran said as she pounded her chest, tears starting to well up in her eyes.
"It's okay if you hate me, as long as you don't leave me, I will never let go in this life..." Lu Jingshen hugged her tightly, he was reluctant to let go, even though she was crying and asking him to let go, he was determined at this moment that he would never let go, never abandon his beloved girl again.
"I only hate you now, and I hate it even more that you abandon me without saying a word. You always like to praise people to the highest point, and then leave without hesitation or trace for various reasons. Don't you want me to like you? I admit that I like you, but I don't want to be with you anymore. I'm not the only woman in the world. Lu Jingshen, can you let me go..." Lin Jiaran knew that Lu Jingshen was very powerful and no one could compete with him easily. As long as Lu Jingshen wanted to do something, no one could stop him, but she felt insecure. She was afraid that after her firm choice, she would be abandoned again. She was not a person who could not endure hardship, but she was a person who could easily change bad habits once she was dependent on someone.
She didn't want to spend her whole life worrying about when Lu Jingshen would break up with her again. Now when she saw Lu Jingshen, she couldn't help but wonder if his attitude would be different tomorrow.
"There is only one you in this world, and I don't want anyone else but you. I don't want to let you go, and I don't plan to let you go. If you want to leave me, I will use any means to prove to you that you can't escape from me. Whether you like me or hate me, I only want you."
Apart from her, he has never liked anyone else so far. As for the future, he said firmly that he would not like any woman other than her. In his life, he has never been nice to anyone from the bottom of his heart, and he knows very well that he can't like anyone else except her. He doesn't know how deep this love is. He only knows that when he was young and energetic and didn't have her, he only wanted to keep everything and share it with her.
Over the years, there have been countless women who tried every means to have a flirt with him. Even though those women were of noble status and beautiful looks, he did not choose anyone, let alone touch anyone because of physical needs. He knew that she didn't like it, and he was afraid that if he got involved, he would lose the girl he loved so much. He could wait for her until she grew up. He was willing to wait for her and let her become his woman.
He is not the kind of person who would just pick a qualified person just to satisfy his physical needs. What he cares about is the spiritual compatibility, so he would choose the soul that matches him. He only wants to be with his beloved. She is his spiritual support at any time. Many wonderful things have happened between them. He also doesn't want to see the girl he loved follow other men. She can only be his.
Lin Jiaran kept hitting and scolding him, and Lu Jingshen did nothing to stop her. In the end, Lin Jiaran used her hands and feet, but Lu Jingshen still held her tightly without resisting, allowing her to beat him.
She just wanted to push his arms away. She pounded him hard, wanting him to let her go. She didn't want to become dependent on Lu Jingshen. She didn't want to say that she had been relying on drugs to stay asleep every day for the past six months, because she had become dependent on him. The terrible dependence had made it impossible for her to sleep alone. She now just wanted to stay away from Lu Jingshen and get used to being alone.
Lin Jiaran didn't know that the man who was hugging her tightly had tears in his eyes, and his body and heart were trembling silently. At this moment, he was extremely scared in his heart. He could feel that Mrs. Lu liked him, but hated him at the same time.
He didn't understand before that love is selfish, but he was very tolerant and considerate in everything he gave her. Today, he found that he was wrong. His previous thoughts hurt the girl he loved the most. It was him, he himself, who hurt her. He gave her all the good things but didn't show that he loved her. He could give all the good things to her alone but pretend that he was the same to everyone else...
"You are a scoundrel... shameless... bastard... liar... I hate you... I hate you..." The voice gradually faded away in the crying and cursing, and the trembling thin lips covered her small mouth and ignored her rejection... Lin Jiaran's hands gradually stopped beating, and the man kissed her with heartache.
He really didn't know how to make Mrs. Lu believe that he would never let go. When kissing, a little white light inadvertently leaked from the corners of Lu Jingshen's closed eyes. He clearly felt that he loved the person in front of him to the extreme, loved him so much that his internal organs no longer felt any pain and were only afraid of losing...
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