PDLP Chapter 494 Why bother?
Chapter 494 Why bother?
“I didn’t rush up either?”
Zhang Xin was a little surprised by Zhang Sanfeng's evaluation of her.
"When I say rush forward, I don't mean you really rush forward. It's that you often feel that no matter how big or small the problem is, it's all because of you. You carry this burden in your heart."
Zhang Sanfeng sometimes felt that Zhang Xin could really be described as stupid.
"It's not that exaggerated."
Zhang Xin was ashamed.
She does tend to find faults in herself, but she has changed a lot in her life.
"It's still not enough. Ask yourself, even though you are here, are you thinking about the Ming Dynasty or yourself?"
Zhang Sanfeng exposed Zhang Xin's self-excuse.
His faith in Taoism was shaken a little by Zhang Xin's actions, but it was only shaken for a moment.
Fundamentally speaking, if he were Zhang Xin, he would feel that everyone has their own destiny. Even if children or husbands die, they are dead. How could he possibly come back to ask for someone else's life?
Besides, according to her, even without Zhang Xin, the Ming Dynasty would have lasted for more than 200 years, which is enough.
In the rise and fall of dynasties, this time is long enough.
Even if we take a step back, Zhang Xin's regret has already happened in the old small world. Even if she turns things around in this small world, the people she can save are not those from her previous life.
Why bother!
"Can't I have both?"
Zhang Xin also couldn't understand this logic. Since she could come back and change this small world, it meant that it was allowed by heaven.
But as she was making changes, they refused to let her change and wanted her to die.
Even if Zhang Sanfeng said anything, she looked relieved, but she still felt a little aggrieved in her heart.
"Don't ask me, I want to ask too."
Zhang Sanfeng looked up at the sky.
These days, the people on Wudang Mountain are becoming more and more mixed.
The entire Wudang Mountain is no longer suitable for cultivation. Although there is a lot of spiritual energy, there are also many impurities. His cultivation has no longer made any progress.
Zhang Xin's invisible help in his cultivation was the cause, and he had to repay this cause.
But I can protect Zhang Xin for a while, but not for a lifetime.
"So what do you think I should do now?"
Zhang Xin mainly felt that she was a burden to Zhang Sanfeng, as a man who traveled all over the world was trapped in Wudang for so long by her.
"It's not what I think, it's what you want!"
Zhang Sanfeng could not interfere in other people's affairs, so he just left these words for Zhang Xin to think about it carefully before he left.
Zhang Xin stood there for a long while before finally getting up and going back into the house.
When I sat down, I asked in a low voice:
"Tell me, am I a burden to the real person?"
"Your Highness!"
He rolled up his sleeves and stamped his feet, refusing to obey.
"I'm a burden to you too."
After all, most of the people who stayed in Biyun Villa had family members.
Now that she is staying in this mountain with him, her relatives, whom she used to see every month, can only return home to reunite with her when they reach the normal age to leave the palace.
The people on Tiqi's side may have to accompany her until she dies.
After all, she is selfish.
"Your Highness thinks too much. I think that Your Highness is good at everything, but he always blames himself for everything. Yin and Yang are mutually dependent, and what the Immortal said makes sense. Whenever something happens, Your Highness always thinks it is Your Highness's fault. According to the Taoist principles, even if it is Your Highness's fault, you should think of others and blame others. What's more, this is not Your Highness's fault."
Wanxiu also takes classes with Zhang Xin every day.
I have learned quite a bit of the essence of Taoism, which can be summed up as avoid internal friction in everything.
Those people from outside who tried to harm Zhang Xin were wrong in the first place.
But Zhang Xin felt that she was blocking other people's way and making those around her uneasy.