Swap, the involutionary regent palace fight also forced me to rebel

Chapter 129 I can see that you don’t want to change back

With her words, Yun Ji's emotions that had been pent up for many years seemed to be unsealed and burst out in an instant.

Warm tears flowed down uncontrollably like a string of beads with the string broken.

Not wanting to wet Nan Yingzhi's clothes, he leaned on her shoulder, sobbing softly, and took out a handkerchief from his sleeve to catch the tears rolling down his cheeks.

The feeling of being in a deformed family where the father does not love and the mother does not care for the child has left a huge shadow on Yun Ji. In Nan Yingzhi's mind, a sentence that received a lot of likes online echoed in the context.

[Some people use their childhood to heal their entire life, while others use their entire life to heal their childhood].

Lamenting that "happy families are all alike, but unhappy families are not all the same", she couldn't help but feel fortunate for her original family.

Although her father was completely absent during her growth, her mother did her best to give her enough love and care so that she would not be easily deceived by the central air conditioning.

But unfortunately, Yun Ji seemed to be the fallen boy whose heart was captured by her sweet words.

Thinking of "sending the Buddha to the west and saving people to the end", Nan Yingzhi felt that she had to stand up and be responsible for Yun Ji.

"Everything that happened before is in the past," Nan Yingzhi murmured softly, caressing his back slowly, "I'm here with you now, don't be afraid."

Worried that if she cried for too long and her eyes became too red, which would make Yun Ting suspicious, Yun Ji also didn't want to waste the time she was alone with Nan Yingzhi crying, so he stopped when it was enough.

Wiping away the remaining tears from the corners of his eyes, he said in a slightly hoarse voice: "Xiao Zhizi, I'm fine."

Realizing that he had not completely released his distress but was eager to leave, Nan Yingzhi probably had other plans, so she loosened her grip and let him get up.

"I'm glad you're okay." She breathed a sigh of relief as she looked at Yun Ji's face, which was still calm. "It seems there are no makeup products here. Fortunately, your makeup didn't get ruined by crying."

Being teased by her, Yun Ji burst into laughter and pointed at her shoulder: "Your clothes, I didn't get them wet."

"Well," Nan Yingzhi pulled up the corner of her clothes and said lovingly, "I don't mind using it to wipe your tears."

Putting away the handkerchief he used to wipe his tears, Yun Ji slowly shook his head: "This is my inner garment. If it gets wet, it will stick to your skin and you will feel uncomfortable."

"So thoughtful." Nan Yingzhi felt that he was very obedient. She couldn't help but move closer and kissed the corners of his slightly red eyes. "My Qingchuan baby."

Seeing Yun Ji blushing with shame, she felt satisfied, raised the corners of her mouth, and talked about business.

"Tell me, how did you know that Nan Yingzhi couldn't survive Lin Cairen's frame-up?"

Speaking of this, Yun Ji's eyes became deep: "Xiao Zhizi, do you believe that after death, there is still a chance to live again?"

The word "rebirth" reminded Nan Yingzhi of the various rebirth and revenge novels she had read on the Persimmon website when she was young and ignorant.

Things like "Reborn, this time, I want to take back what belongs to me from XX" suddenly flooded into my mind.

Recalling those articles, Nan Yingzhi touched her conscience and told the truth: "I've heard of it."

"Actually, I have lived my life again," he confessed everything. Worried that Nan Yingzhi would think he was lying, Yun Ji stared into her eyes, "Do you believe it?"

"You don't have to fool me," Nan Yingzhi said, feeling the rebirth of literature shining into reality. She met his scrutinizing gaze calmly and said, "Tell me more."

Having thought about how to confess to her, Yun Ji spoke freely according to what was in his mind.

"In my previous life, I was too aggressive and caused Yun Ting's dissatisfaction. He took back my military power without saying a word and gave me a cup of poisoned wine.

“Although, I now suspect that the cup of poisoned wine was the work of the Queen Mother, because Yun Ting is a simple person and can’t think of such a way to hide the bow after the bird is killed.

“Whether it is true or not, I was forced into a desperate situation in my previous life and died with hatred in my heart.

"I regained consciousness at the entrance of Kunning Palace. I hadn't recovered yet and wanted to walk around to confirm the situation.

"I never thought that I would be knocked down by you before I took a few steps. By some strange coincidence, we swapped bodies."

Gaining Yunji's perspective during the exchange, Nan Yingzhi suddenly realized.

"No wonder you were so absent-minded at the time. I rushed over and you didn't even try to dodge. I was puzzled afterwards. With your fighting power, you shouldn't have been able to avoid me. It turned out that I was just a blind cat that met a dead mouse."

"Well," Yun Ji nodded, "maybe it's God's will."

Wanting to explore Yun Ji's attitude towards the swap, Nan Yingzhi coughed lightly and introduced the topic.

"By the way, if the Imperial Master finds a way to change it back, would you like to do so?"

Glancing at her, Yun Ji lowered his eyelashes: "I don't want to."

It seems that Yun Ji must be somewhat resentful as he has gone from being a powerful regent to focusing on the women in the harem.

Upon hearing this answer, Nan Yingzhi was a little surprised: "Tell me about it."

Yun Ji hit the nail on the head: "Because I can see that you don't want to change it back."

Choked by these words, Nan Yingzhi lowered her head in embarrassment.

She asked Yun Ji this question with the intention of "If you say 'you want to change it back', I will make promises for you."

Expecting that she would be speechless, Yun Ji remained calm.

“Actually, I don’t care whether I change it back or not.

“I am a fish struggling in a swamp, never touched by water, but you are like a sweet spring, I swam in unintentionally, and I don’t want to come out again.

"As long as you don't leave me, I will agree to anything.

"Even if you occupy the body of the 'Regent' and enjoy yourself every day, and let me handle the mountains of government affairs with this woman's body, I will be happy with it.

"Little Gardenia, you are the only reason for my life."

His words made Nan Yingzhi feel distressed.

She raised her head and gently touched Yun Ji's hand: "It's okay to love someone, but before that, we have to love ourselves."

Yun Ji said firmly: "I don't care. If anything happens to you, I will not live alone."

Nan Yingzhi looked a little helpless: "If anything happens to you, I will feel bad too."

A low "Oh" but louder than the previous sound suddenly passed through the wall and interrupted their conversation.