My life is ending, and my aloof CEO wife is taking revenge on me.

Chapter 49 Wrist Cutting

At that moment, I made up my mind that I would tell the truth, whether Song Yafei believed it or not.

I grabbed her hands that were roaming over my body, and Song Yafei's gaze shifted from the screen to me.

Her eyes were filled with complex emotions, and her blatant hatred was so obvious.

My heart skipped a beat, and the resolve I had just been holding onto instantly gave way to the thought of running away.

"Yafei, I..."

I mustered up my courage and had just started to speak when she interrupted me.

She seemed lost in painful memories of the past, talking to herself...

"Do you remember when Mom came to see you after we went bankrupt? She just wanted you to come and see me."

"You won't even do something this simple."

"What did you say back then? Did we break up? Cut all ties? Become strangers?"

As she spoke, she pulled her hand away from mine and smacked it against my face repeatedly, muttering almost brokenly, "Stranger? Stranger!"

The volume increased again and again, just like her hatred for me, like the rising tide, each wave more turbulent than the last.

"Is this considered a relationship between strangers? Huh? Haha..."

Her gaze fell on my naked body, filled with disdain, disgust, and contempt.

All the bad emotions came crashing down on me.

I don't know when, but my clothes had been stripped off piece by piece by her, and her hands were doing all sorts of things to my body.

I know she's humiliating me, just like how ignoring her under so many eyes was trampling on her self-esteem.

She hasn't forgotten any of this, and she's taking revenge step by step.

"Yafei, no!"

I grabbed her hand and pleaded.

She did stop, but not because of my pleas, but because of her disgust.

She picked up a tissue from the side, frowned, and wiped it hard again and again.

I wiped and wiped...

"Stop wiping!"

If I rub it any further, the skin will break and bleed.

"I know you think I'm dirty and that I'm making you feel bad, so don't hurt yourself."

Ignoring her resistance, I took her hand and led her to the sink, lathered it with soap, and began to wash her.

After washing, I noticed that her fair and delicate hands were already bright red.

Looking at her hands, my nose stung with tears. "Do you hate me that much?"

Song Yafei shook off my hand and snorted coldly, "Isn't it obvious enough? Should I do what I did back then and issue a statement online?"

I shook my head helplessly, but in the end I still wanted to try. If I told them about that incident and my predicament, would our relationship be able to return to normal?

Do not!

Even just a slight improvement would be good.

I grabbed her hand as she was about to leave, and looked her straight in the eye. "Yafei, if I told you I had my reasons, would you still want to know?"

"Could... could you lessen your hatred for me even a little bit?"

Looking at my humble appearance, Song Yafei suddenly laughed.

"You're not going to tell me now that you left me for my own good, that you had no other choice, are you?"

I wanted to nod, but seeing the complete disbelief in her eyes, I hesitated.

Song Yafei pushed me down onto the sofa, which hurt me badly and felt freezing cold.

She stood there, looking down at him, and said, "Zhang Tian, ​​I really don't know you. Are you trying to fool me to save Lin Qiuran?"

"What excuse? That it's for my own good, that we have to break up? How could you even come up with that? Do you think I should believe you?"

It took me a lot of effort to finally make up my mind to say it, but in her eyes it was nothing but a joke.

I couldn't help but laugh at myself, and tears silently slid down my cheeks.

Song Yafei didn't take it seriously, and even gritted her teeth, "With your abilities, you think you can save Lin Qiuran? Don't even think about it!"

After saying those words, Song Yafei left without looking back.

She's gone, and my heart feels empty.

I turned and lay flat on the sofa, my legs dangling over the edge, looking up at the white ceiling.

At this moment, I don't know what I should be thinking; I'm just going through the motions.

All the things that happened between me and Song Yafei—the good, the bad, the happy, the sad…

I have no power to grasp anything.

I grew up without parents, and the orphanage gave me a home.

Then there's Song Yafei, she's my sun.

The day I left, my heart was breaking!

I'm willing to accept her revenge, as long as she can live a good life.

but.

Perhaps, as Yu Chengliang said, only by leaving her could she feel less tired and be able to live a good life.

Perhaps if she leaves, she will let Lin Qiuran go out of consideration for their past relationship.

But I will die if I leave her.

Yes, die!

Anyway, a body with cancer is already broken and will die sooner or later!

Anyway, I am all alone in this world.

All I do is cause people pain.

……

I turned my head and saw the fruit knife gleaming coldly on the coffee table.

I don't know how long I stared at it, but suddenly I sat up, as if I had made some kind of decision.

I got up, put on my clothes, smoothed out the wrinkles, washed my face in the bathroom, tidied my hair, and even gave myself a long-lost smile in the mirror.

Although it looks worse than crying.

But I've let it go!

I looked the house over carefully; compared to that cold villa, this place was much warmer.

I want to etch it into my mind and take it with me.

After I finished everything, I sat on the sofa with a fruit knife in my hand.

The first cut really hurt!

But I felt comfortable.

Then came the second cut, the third cut...

Gradually, you become numb to it.

I don't know how many cuts I made. When I saw a pool of bright red blood, I stopped, let the knife slide down, and lay down.

The white ceiling was also stained red, and Song Yafei's face gradually became clear.

I don't know if I've completely let go, but my body feels light, as if I'm floating.

Is this liberation?

That was so easy!

My consciousness is becoming increasingly blurred, and I can no longer think about anything.

I don't know how much time passed, but I seemed to hear the sound of banging on the door, and then I saw Song Yafei running towards me anxiously.

She called my name, "Zhang Tian, ​​Zhang Tian..."

I could see her one last time...

It's perfect!

Then I was plunged into darkness...

How much time had passed when I opened my eyes and was met with a blinding white light that made it impossible for me to open them.

I dodged and weaved, only to be forced to retreat again.

I want to speak, I want to call out, but I can't open my mouth.

The voices of strangers were in my ears, and I felt nothing in my body, my body rising and falling.

I heard someone talking.

Who are the family members?

"It's me, I'm his wife."

It was Yafei's voice.

The doctor said, "They went too far, making so many cuts; they really didn't intend to live."

Song Yafei's voice was trembling with tears, yet she was incredibly domineering: "No! Doctor, he can't die, I won't allow him to die!"

That's really domineering!

The doctor calmly told her, "Don't worry, we will do our best. However, the patient's will to live is weak, so the family should be prepared."

My consciousness returned slightly.

I remember now, I cut my wrists and bled a lot.

Am I dead?