Dressed as a concubine instead of a concubine

Chapter 230 Love yourself well

Meng Xiyue didn't know how much she had drunk or how she got back home.

In short, when she woke up, she was already lying in her own bed.

"You're awake. I made you some hangover soup. Get up and drink some to save you from a headache."

Wu Feng walked in with a bowl of soup.

"Why did you come in? Where are Asaka and Xiaoxiao?"

Meng Xiyue saw him come in suddenly and quickly pulled the quilt.

"They both drank too much and haven't woken up yet."

Wu Feng said helplessly.

Meng Xiyue then remembered that she got so drunk yesterday that she asked two people to drink with her.

Both of them seemed to be unable to hold their liquor and passed out after just two drinks.

"How did we get back?"

"I saw that you hadn't come back yet, so I went out to look for you." Wu Feng handed her the sobering soup.

"Leave it there for now. You go out first and I'll wash up." Meng Xiyue pulled the quilt again and said shyly.

"Don't come into my boudoir casually anymore."

"You are shy now. You don't know who was the one who clung to me and made me stay here yesterday."

Wu Feng lowered his eyes and said aggrievedly.

Meng Xiyue felt as if her head suddenly exploded with a buzzing sound.

"Don't slander me..."

Halfway through her speech, a scene suddenly appeared in her mind, in which she grabbed his collar and kissed him forcefully.

Could it be that she really turned into a bully after drinking, revealed her true nature, and did something.

"I...I, you..."

Meng Xiyue stuttered, pointing at him, then at himself, wanting to ask what had happened between the two of them.

Wu Feng glanced at her and said aggrievedly, "Although I fought hard and barely kept my innocence, you have already taken advantage of me."

"But I believe that you will definitely be responsible for me. I won't blame you."

"What a mess. It was just a kiss. It's nothing serious. Why should I be held responsible?"

Meng Xiyue said speechlessly, it’s not like they haven’t kissed before, why is she pretending to be an innocent little naive now.

"You don't want to be responsible?" Wu Feng looked at her in shock, his eyes slightly red, as if he would cry if she said she wouldn't be responsible.

"I have a headache and I don't remember anything. You go out first."

Meng Xiyue didn't want to talk to him about this anymore, so she just lay on the bed, pretending to have amnesia and not remembering anything.

Wu Feng was silent for a moment, then said, "Okay, remember to get up and drink the hangover soup. I'm right outside the door. If you need anything, just call me."

Meng Xiyue did not answer. She only heard the person behind her leave and the door closed.

She sighed heavily. She knew that Wu Feng did this to divert her attention and relieve her distress.

But the person who passed away was her master, who had loved her for two years, so it was only normal for her to feel sad.

She didn't leave the room for a single day, thinking about what her master had said to her over the past two years.

She also thought, if the master went to Sister Mei's place, would Sister Mei also be able to see the master as she wished.

Now, she believes that there is an afterlife, and she hopes that in the next life, Sister Mei can get what she wants and Master can live a happy life.

At night, Wu Feng came to call her again.

"I went to buy some wine. If you still want to drink, I'll accompany you."

Meng Xiyue shook her head. "I don't want to drink anymore. I'm afraid you'll rely on me again."

The two smiled at each other, and Wu Feng put down the wine in his hand.

"The night view tonight is beautiful, do you want to go and see it?"

Meng Xiyue looked outside the door and said, "Okay."

Wu Feng pulled her into the yard, grabbed her waist, and flew to the roof.

The moon is round and bright tonight, but it still can't cover up the light of the stars.

The sky was full of twinkling stars, as if greeting her.

“The sky is really big, really huge, and we are so small. No matter how great a person is, he will eventually disappear.”

"Even if a great scholar like Mr. Ye Xiu disappears, his thoughts will always exist and will influence future generations for generations to come."

Xie Junyi took off his clothes and covered her with them.

"I know you're upset, just cry if you want to."

"Don't cry. Crying is useless."

She used to love crying because she was weak and helpless. She lived in agony and was powerless to change anything. Only tears could relieve her sadness.

But now she no longer needs tears.

Moreover, Master passed away peacefully without any regrets, so she couldn't cry either.

"I'm not sad, I just don't want to let him go. Master is really good to me."

He gave her the fatherly love she had never had, but now she has lost it again.

"In the future, I will take his place and treat you a hundred times better." Wu Feng comforted her softly.

Meng Xiyue smiled and said, "No one can replace him, Wu Feng, it's been a year, don't you understand my heart?"

Hearing this, Wu Feng felt a sudden pain in his heart. He knew that she had let go of the past and started a new life.

For her, Xie Junyi is already a thing of the past. She has loved him, hated him, but now she has let it go.

She also didn't want to be bound by emotions anymore.

"I've also said that I'm by your side and I'm not forcing anything. You can do whatever you want to do and I'll stand behind you."

This was his only request, he just had to be by her side.

If she could never fall in love with him again, he would stay with her until she found someone she loved, and then leave.

If she would never fall in love with someone else again, he would always be by her side.

Meng Xiyue sighed and said nothing more. She had said this countless times in the past year, but he simply didn't listen.

He never admitted that he was Xie Junyi.

She also knew from Nan Rongzhi that Wang Ruixuan, whom she rescued at that time, was a prince.

Now he replaced Xie Junyi and stayed by the Queen's side to fight against King Liang.

Those who originally supported Xie Junyi have now become Wang Ruixuan's people.

The emperor also favored Wang Ruixuan, and the woman Prince Liang married, Cui Panxi, did not bring him any help.

Now, his power in the court is no longer comparable to that of Wang Ruixuan, who is only eleven or twelve years old.

In addition, the emperor of Yuanqing Kingdom is still young, so these years are enough for Wang Ruixuan to grow.

Xie Junyi had essentially given up all his power. After taking care of all his worries, he left the capital.

He didn't take anyone with him, and it seemed like he had really left everything behind.

It would be a lie for Meng Xiyue to say that she was not moved when she heard what he had done.

It was just that everything came too late. When she needed him to give up everything and choose her, he didn't do it.

When she dropped everything and decided to leave, he came back to her. For her, this love came too late.

She didn't dare, she didn't have the courage, and she didn't want to love him as unreservedly as before.

She wants to love herself well.