Chapter 146 The Disabled and Lonely Pilot 31
Chapter 146 The Disabled and Lonely Pilot 31
Yun Mi sighed, resignedly called the company to ask for leave, and prepared to stay with Ling Size for the next week to ensure that the sacrifice made by Xu Yan could truly sever the relationship between the two that was of no benefit to both of them.
Xu Yan raised his wrist and looked at the time on his watch again, then nodded politely to Yun Mi, then stood up and went to Ling Size's room.
The young man on the bed was holding a winter leopard doll the size of an adult Maine Coon cat, his slender body slightly curled up, probably dreaming about something sweet. His originally cold and aloof face became incomparably soft and relaxed, with a faint pink color, which made this young man with an alpha appearance finally reveal some of the softness of an omega.
The clear and beautiful ice-blue hair spread out on the dark sheets, like melted gems, crystal clear and soft, making Xu Yan unable to help but insert his fingertips into it and gently comb it for him.
The original person had a long period of inferiority complex in his childhood, which came from his difficult and lonely life.
Fortunately, he has a lively friend and a sensible and lovable younger brother. It is their daily praise and encouragement that have made him what he is today.
So the little butterfly who grew up in pampered condition, possessed a proud and confident soul, and whose eyes had no trace of haze, was like his dream.
The dream he always wanted to be.
Unfortunately, dreams always end.
Now, it's time to wake up.
Xu Yan certainly knew that if the two of them really wanted to be together, no one could stop them, including their superiors, but he couldn't be so selfish.
Removing the gland is easy to say.
The gland is as important to alpha and omega as a second heart.
Removing it will not only shorten the human lifespan, but also lead to mental weakness, which is uncontrollable. Even with the rapid development of medical technology today, this difficulty has not been overcome.
If you are unlucky, it is possible that your mental strength will decline to the lowest level F.
You know, even among betas, there are rarely useless people with a mental strength of F.
Weak mental strength may not have such a big impact on ordinary people or civilian personnel in the military, but it is a fatal flaw for a combat commander like Ling Size.
The reason why Ling Size was able to become a combat commander as an omega was because of his S-level mental strength and excellent physical fitness from constant training.
The pressure and physical exertion that commanders need to bear are never less than those of front-line fighters.
Therefore, Xu Yan would not and was unwilling to let Ling Size take this risk for him.
What's more, he could die suddenly at any time, and he couldn't give up flying and protecting the blue sky in order to enjoy a stable life.
Therefore, it is not worth it to let Little Butterfly sacrifice herself for someone who may die at any time and who cannot give him a stable life after he has undergone gland removal surgery at the risk of losing his position as commander.
Xu Yan combed Ling Size's hair, adjusted his pajamas that revealed his fair waist, and covered him with the quilt that had been kicked away.
The indoor heating is sufficient, and the dim night light makes the house warm, languid and tempting.
But this gentle place was still unable to retain its beloved owner who was soundly sleeping. It could only watch him walk into the cold outside and close the door that isolated him from the cold.
......
When they came, although Chen Jiangbei and Zhong Chao had very complicated feelings, the positive emotions clearly outweighed the negative ones, because their captain, their spiritual pillar, finally came back.
But after meeting Ling Size, their mood suddenly plummeted to freezing point.
They didn't understand why Xu Yan, who had caught up with the little butterfly that he boasted about every day, suddenly chose to transfer to their side?
This is not a good place for them.
Although they are not as dangerous as their former troops, which unit that is given the title of secret special forces is not dangerous?
The more they thought about it, the more emo they became.
So when Xu Yan arrived at the meeting place agreed upon with his two comrades, he saw two emo mushrooms squatting in a dark corner.
He said angrily and amusedly, "Hurry up, you came so early just to let me treat you, right? There are still 40 minutes left, which is enough time for you to have a meal."
Upon hearing this, the two mushrooms immediately stood up and stood at attention facing Xu Yan.
Hearing Xu Yan's voice again after several years made the two tough guys' eyes warm.
The reason why the two of them were able to survive was because they were recuperating from injuries at the time. Because of this, they did not witness the tragedy of the final battle with their own eyes and their spirits were not greatly impacted.
Their captain had to watch helplessly as his comrades died one by one in battle, until he was the only one left. They almost collapsed just by imagining the pain.
So when Xu Yan was transferred to the regular army to retire, they agreed and once thought that they would never fight side by side again.
Now Xu Yan’s sudden return has made them, who have led the team for several years, feel like they have a backbone again.
In the past, they only thought that being a captain was cool, powerful and they had the final say.
Now that they are leading the team themselves, looking at the young and energetic faces under their command, and knowing that they have to send them to the battlefield personally, they finally understand the difficulty and pressure of leading a team.
It is also easier to understand why Xu Yan was unable to recover from this.
If it were them, they would probably just want to run away, escape from everything, escape from this world where they are the only one left alive.
"Captain..." Chen Jiangbei's voice was choked as he opened his mouth. The man of twenty-five or twenty-six stood there, like a little boy who was wronged and went to his brother to complain.
Zhong Chao also stood aside with his head lowered. He didn't dare to speak, for fear that his voice would sound embarrassingly like crying when he spoke.
Xu Yan sighed, hugged the two major officers who had become captains, and patted their backs vigorously.
"I can't stand this. Besides, I've already ordered a lot of crayfish. If I delay any longer, I won't have enough time to eat them. It takes a lot of time to peel them."
After hearing this, the two men immediately became alert. They each held Xu Yan with one hand and ran towards where they parked the car.
The sergeant who was sitting obediently in the driver's seat waiting for someone was playing with his mobile phone when suddenly there was a knock on the car window.
When he turned around, he saw the two majors he had received today, holding the major he had received a few days ago, and they were looking at him anxiously.
Could it be that Major Xu was injured again? Isn't this too unlucky?
Thinking of this, the sergeant immediately unlocked the car door, started the car, and prepared to step on the accelerator and rush to the military hospital as soon as the three people were seated.
"Drive quickly! Let's go to XX Lobster on XX Street!" Chen Jiangbei shouted excitedly as soon as his butt touched the passenger seat.
The sergeant took two seconds to react after hearing this. For a moment he wondered if there was something wrong with his ears. Finally, he couldn't help but uttered an impolite syllable.
"what?"
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