PDLP Chapter 311 "What do you want to say?"
Chapter 311 "What do you want to say?"
He swore, but in her eyes it became a meaningless promise.
She was hurt, so she was more sensitive.
He forgot how hard it was for her to forget that experience, and he forgot that he had promised her that he would never mention it again.
The memory was not glorious, it was painful and agonizing, but what he cared about was her unforgettable memory.
Yan Cheng looked at her expression. At that moment he was really scared and terrified.
Her eyes were cold and empty:
"Let's get a divorce."
She just said this and his whole being shattered.
In the end, I failed to keep her. I loved her so much, but it was not as good as meeting her just once.
But he didn't know why she wanted a divorce. Both of them stood on their own point of view and didn't consider each other at all.
"No divorce, we won't divorce."
Yan Cheng held her in his arms once again, and in the morning sunshine, he couldn't feel any warmth.
An Qi was cold, even colder than his heart.
She didn't even show any emotion on her face, so what was the point of them being together for so long?
But he only knew how to blame her and didn't know how much pain she was feeling. She decided to divorce after staying up all night. Doesn't she feel pain?
But he trampled on her bottom line again and again, which hurt her more than her childish innocence.
In the past, Tong Xin just didn't want to marry her and never doubted her. Apart from external influences, there was no major friction between them.
Maybe Yan Cheng didn't understand her, or didn't want to care:
"The child is yours, and I will pay child support every month."
She had arranged everything, as if she had been prepared for the divorce a long time ago.
Yan Cheng was furious:
"What do you mean by you're so anxious to get a divorce?"
What do you mean?
hum~
She knew he would definitely blame her for having an affair or wanting to find that person.
That's how he thinks and he never considers it as his own problem.
An Qi was proud. She was the one who initiated the breakup, so it was impossible for her to go back to him.
He is living a good life now and it has nothing to do with him. Why must he be involved in their affairs? Because in his heart he has always cared about this person's existence.
So, does it really matter?
"What do you want to say?"
That was what Yan Cheng meant when he said it, and he realized it subconsciously:
"Why do you want a divorce? Just because we had a fight? Which couple doesn't have fights? Do they have to get a divorce if they have a fight?"
He changed the subject, but it was too late:
"What did you just want to say?"
An Qi looked at him with red eyes. Yan Cheng knew that he had just said something wrong, so he denied it flatly:
"I didn't want to say anything?"
"You just wanted to say that I was anxious to get a divorce and go find that person, right?"
She was very sensitive and could detect the other person's intentions with just a glance or a gesture, so it was useless for him to deny it now:
"No, I didn't mean to."
He's still lying.
An Qi's tears fell, she wiped them away, and then choked up and told him:
“First of all, I was with him for a long time before you, but it was a long time ago. I loved him, I admit, but… it’s long gone now.
I didn't hide anything from you. You said you didn't care, but you acted like I was a sinner. I made a huge mistake, like I had betrayed you. Please get the order right.
He is before you, not after.
My past is not my fault. Now you use my past to blame me for not being sincere enough, then I have nothing to say.
What you care about is what happened before. I'm sorry I can't change it. Since you care, we can only separate and give you a piece of pure land.
Also, I am not only angry about these things. Since you broke your promise, there is no need for me to stick with you anymore. If you don’t divorce me, I can sue you.”
She was calm and baptized by the brainstorming.
Yan Cheng heard every word clearly, but he didn't think that he thought that way:
"I don't care. I didn't care about what happened before."
An Qi looked at him coldly, the tears in her eyes had disappeared:
"Your actions have already told me that."
A smart and sensible woman is the most troublesome. She will not listen to what you say, but what she feels.
Yan Cheng was a little anxious, but he couldn't explain it clearly:
"Okay, I cared before. I cared about the way you looked at him. I cared that you still had feelings for him. I admit that I was jealous."
An Qi said calmly:
"So you came home drunk late at night? So you went to the bar and hugged another woman? You talk about being righteous but you are blaming others. What have you done?"
He was speechless in the face of her accusation:
"I was drunk at the time and had no idea when a woman came, I swear."
He really felt wronged, as if it was others who did the wrong thing:
"Then why did you go to the bar? Did you drink too much?"
Yes, no one forced him to go, he brought it upon himself.
"I was angry at the time. I was really a little mad that you asked for a divorce, and I wanted to find a place to vent. I promise I won't dare to do it again next time."
Look at what he said, his reason was to find a place to vent.
Being angry is his get-out-of-jail-free card. Does that mean he has no bottom line when he is angry?
"You mean I can find a man now that I'm angry, right?"
Yan Cheng was confused and didn't know how to answer.
"Can I? Can I?"
An Qi questioned loudly, tearing off his fig leaf.
The reasons he gave were all excuses for the mistakes he made. What excuses does he have now?
Yan Cheng lost, and he accepted the loss wholeheartedly:
"I was wrong, I know I was wrong."
"Will you be forgiven if you make a mistake? When have you ever been so easy to talk to?"
An Qi shook off his hand and left.
He was right. He was trying to blame her for what happened to her before, but fortunately she knew how to fight back.
No one can pay for the mistakes you have made except yourself.
Those lingering pasts are just one person's experience, and you happen to be in this experience.
Everyone has the right to live and choose their own life. If you love each other, you can stay together, but if you don’t love each other, you can also make a gorgeous turn. There is nothing wrong with that.
An Qi left, leaving him alone. He could chase her and ask for her forgiveness, but it didn't seem to solve anything.
An Qi explained things very clearly. The problem between them was with him, and every word she said was heart-wrenching.
It seemed that what she said was not wrong. He was the one who accuses her of some crime. Maybe that's what he thought in his heart, so what he should do is not to explain but to make amends.
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Later, Anqi continued to live in her mother's house, going to work and coming home as if nothing had happened.
Mother An knew that their problem had not been resolved and that it was not a good idea to keep it in this stalemate.
They wanted to bring them together but didn't dare to say more:
"Anqi, you and Yancheng?"
Mom hesitated, but she knew what she meant:
"Mom, I filed for a divorce."
divorce?
What's so serious that divorce is necessary?
"Why, what happened to you?"
Of course her mother wouldn't understand, and might even blame her for being ignorant and foolish.