PDLP Chapter 270 If I could do it again.
Chapter 270 If I could do it again.
He couldn't relate because he had never experienced it before.
Maybe, when Yin Wanshu rejected him.
His heart ached and his breathing stopped, but it was not because of her.
Gu Xinran turned to face him and looked at him menacingly:
"Where have you been?"
It became a habit for him not to go home and spend the night outside. At first, she didn't care about it, thinking that after a while, he would come back after having enough fun.
Maybe when he is tired, he will remember her good points, but she will find out that she is wrong. He is heartless and will never discover her good points.
Shen Sinian looked at her indifferently, with mocking eyes.
She looks like a shrew and doesn't look like a rich girl at all.
He did not respond, and of course he did not need to respond. Once he broke away from the Gu family's influence and became powerful, the first thing he would do was to deal with her.
She was arrogant and had no manners at all. She didn't understand the three obediences and four virtues and didn't take him seriously at all. He was not someone she could question casually, so she was asked to put away her temper.
Shen Sinian was like this, treating her with cold violence, and Gu Xinran was so angry that she went crazy:
"I asked you where you were going? Answer me."
She vented hysterically, but the more she did so, the more it proved how humble she was.
A man who doesn't love her, a man who doesn't care about her, she still tries to awaken his love.
Shen Sinian raised his eyelids, his expression so cold that it made people shudder:
"Step aside."
He didn't say get out, he was giving face to her father. If her father hadn't helped the Shen family army back then, did she think he would marry her?
Gu Xinran had never suffered any injustice. The first time she suffered injustice in her life was in the Governor's Mansion.
With tears in her eyes, she looked at him in disbelief:
"Shen Sinian, have you forgotten that it was my father who helped you? Why do you treat me like this?"
He understood the principle of repaying a drop of kindness with a spring, and he was also very grateful to them for helping him.
But their help was not unconditional, they were taking advantage of someone's misfortune, so it was all about interests, and he didn't feel that there was any great favor he needed to repay.
"What else? Just because you can marry me?"
Shen Sinian's mouth was full of cruel words. This was the Shen Sinian she knew.
He was far more cruel than she had imagined, and for the first time she felt despair.
She was also a beautiful lady from a noble family, the apple of her parents' eyes. She had never suffered such injustice, nor had she ever felt such heartbreak.
"Do you hate me so much? Do you hate me so much for marrying you?"
Isn’t her youth youth, isn’t her emotion emotion?
She just put it in the wrong place and gave it to the wrong person.
It is wrong to do anything to the wrong person. Gu Xinran's tears flowed down her cheeks.
"Yes, I told you a long time ago that if you want a status, I will give it to you, but you will get nothing else."
Yes, he did say that. He said it clearly on the eve of their wedding. So what? Should she blame herself for it?
"Then am I wrong? Is it wrong for me to marry you? I love you, so I deserve to be a slut?"
He doesn't feel sorry for her, how pitiful she is.
"Miss Gu, please remember that this is the Governor's Mansion, not your Gu family. If you want to continue to be my Shen Sinian's wife, please abide by your duties."
Shen Sinian warned her and hoped that she would be sensible.
The adjutant outside the door heard it clearly, and the servants were so scared that they hid quickly.
This wife is so ignorant. She started quarreling as soon as the Marshal came back. No wonder the Marshal didn’t want to come back.
In public, she is the Marshal's wife, but in secret, everyone knows that the Marshal never touches her.
The servants and housekeepers in the house would gossip about each other behind my back, and life like this was like a year.
Gu Xinran was fed up and couldn't stand this kind of life anymore. She ignored his warning:
"Tell me what duty is? Have you fulfilled your duties as a husband?"
After all, she still cares about him not coming back, and she still cares about him not touching her.
Shen Sinian laughed sarcastically:
"Are you that horny? You want me to touch you that badly?"
His words were so humiliating that Gu Xinran raised her hand and slapped him.
If he had given her a good slap, he could have divorced her with a clear conscience.
After being beaten, Shen Sinian didn't react at all and went straight to the study.
Gu Xinran was also shocked at the time. She was so angry that she lost her mind, otherwise how could she dare to hit him?
But she had already hit him, and regret seemed irreparable.
Gu Xinran stood there, his whole body limp on the ground, looking at the hand that had just hit him, and slapped himself in regret.
That slap broke all their relationships, that slap completely drove him away.
Shen Sinian never came back after that. He would come back symbolically before, but later he just moved out.
Now the Governor's Mansion has become a virtual empty building, and she has become the queen who was banished to the cold palace.
Shen Sinian is really heartless, but not really heartless, because there is no love between them at all. In fact, they only met once before they got married, and it was he who took the initiative to persuade her not to get married.
Gu Xinran was dejected the whole day, not wanting to eat or drink, and guarding the so-called Governor's Mansion, waiting for the person who would never show up.
Of course, Yin Wanshu was not aware of these things. Her mind was focused on him, and she had now learned to cook some simple meals.
Yes, she still needs to learn something so that she can take better care of her.
"What are you doing?"
Shen Sinian hugged her from behind, and her small and delicate body was just enough to be completely wrapped in him.
“I want to make chestnut cake.”
She likes to eat chestnut cake. There are two chestnut trees in the backyard, which is a good time to make chestnut cake.
Peel the chestnuts, grind them into powder, add some starch and sugar. Although it is simple, it is time-consuming to make.
Her nails were all peeled and the tips of her fingers were all red. Shen Sinian held her hand:
"Stop it, your hands are red."
He couldn't bear to see her work so hard, so of course if she liked it he could buy it for her.
But she likes to learn to do it herself so that she won’t feel useless.
"I'm going to do it. I'm going to do it for you."
Shen Sinian's eyes were filled with emotion. She had done so much for him, and he took it all to heart.
From the moment he saw her, he was destined to love her forever.
Shen Sinian took her fingers and blew gently:
"But I feel bad."
Yin Wanshu smiled embarrassedly:
"Then you help me peel the skin."
He peeled the skin?
Then he must dial faster than her.
Who could have thought that a great hero would peel chestnuts for her?
But his feeling as a husband did not diminish at all, and he just followed her instructions obediently.
Outside, he is the domineering Shen Sinian, but at home he is a good man who dotes on his wife.
So, everyone is right, just the method is wrong and the person is wrong.
If love is used in the wrong place, it will become a self-torture. You can't blame others or yourself.
If she could do it all over again, she would still make the same choice, because no one has read the script and she must take every step necessary.